MAY 24, 2015
The past 2 months Jon and I have been growing closer by the day, he flies back to NY or NJ as needed for his foundation and to see his friends but since he bought the house in Chicago we’ve had a very calm way about us. On weekends we spend the time at his place, the city on the weekend is not a place he wants to be for publicity or crowds. So on Thursday a car picks me up at work, brings me back to my place and I get my clothes for the weekend and bring my laptop with me and I work from Jon’s on Friday and we spend the long weekend together there. Monday I am brought to work by a car and I go home from work on my normal trains. Jon comes over that night with my bag from his place and stays with me for the majority of the week. Unless he’s flying home. Its basically like we are living together and of course its the weirdest thing for me. Its nothing to him since he’s so used to sharing his space with someone that the few times I tell him to get out of my face he just smiles and goes for a run. He had given me a key to his place when he bought the house and about two weeks after that I had given him a key to my place as well. So after his run he lets himself back in and normally I’m in my office working on something or writing so he keeps himself busy with a shower or the tv until I’m ready to not smack him.
We’ve talked about my need for space and he understands I’m not used to a relationship thats 24/7. He gets that my most serious relationship was about 1.5 years but even then the man was in the military so he had his job, he got deployed we lived in separate states and with the other long relationship I was too screwed up to remember much of it because of my mom.
One night though Jon decides to get serious with me while we’re laying in bed reading. “Babe would you ever consider moving to Jersey and quitting your job and touring with me?”
“yes and yes but there would be a rider to that agreement” I tell him.
“what’s the rider?” He smiled loving that I was speaking his language.
“I’ll quit my job and tour with you if I had another job working for the band, and I’d move to Jersey and do all this as your wife.”
“What in the fuck, wife?” Jon sputters, I had never once indicated I wasn’t happy with our arrangement as it was.
“Why would I chase my boyfriend around the world, you said it before this isn’t really a commitment, either one of us can leave at any time. I’d never give up the place that’s helped me find me, to chase my boyfriend around. We’d be right where we are just less secure. I have a house and a great paying job and security here - if you can offer the security of the loving committed relationship the rest we can work out. A husband would offer that security. Why do you want to know this?”
“Well in 2016 the guys have agreed to do music again and its already almost June 2015 so I have to start planning and thinking about how everything would go and thinking about trying to get back to Chicago frequently enough to make this work seems kind of difficult.”
“How did you make it all work with Dot?”
“obviously not well enough - the difference is she allowed my little need fulfillment and she knew me before I was me so we had a bond that was different than yours and mine.”
“what do you need from me that you’d want me on the road?”
“Companionship, I need someone that’s there for me, I’m tired of being the only one working, the only one sitting alone in a hotel room because everyone else did their part on stage and they can do whatever until the next show.”
I move completely to him and pull him into my arms for the tightest hugs, I’d cover his lips in gentle kisses as well. “Thank you honey you just admitted so much, admitted to a need you have that you want me to fulfill. I know its not easy for you to do. I love you Jon.”
His eyes bulge out of his head almost, “you do?” He smiled since this is the first time I’ve said it to him.
I realize that I finally told him, too late to go back now. “Yes Jon, I love you.”
He smiled at me and ran his hands into my straight hair. It had become the norm for me when we are together, its normally straight Thursday - Saturday and on my Sunday shower I don’t bother to straighten it so he gets to curls too.
“You’ve given me so much Serena, you’ve given me back the smile that I thought I lost forever, you’ve given me the sexual relationship I didn’t think I’d ever have, you’ve given me the security that I’m being loved by a woman that just wants me not the fame. I love you Serena.” He then pulled me super tight to his body for a kiss. He picked me up and carried me to our bedroom. Everything in both of our places had started to be known as ours. Laying me down on the bed he followed closely on top of me. His fingers slowly caressed my body, sliding up under my shirt he teased my left nipple, “There’s my girl standing up for her man.” He smiled as my nipple became erect. Quickly it found its way into his hot mouth once he pulled the top away from it. His hand found its way to my bare leg. I had grown fond of wearing skirts lately so today I was in a mid thigh pleated red and white checkered skirt with nude shoes and a black tight bodysuit that was halter style.
“Is this another body suit?” He asked kissing my neck trying to get the fabric out of the way.
I kissed him then smiled, “Yes babe.”
His hand slide up the inside of my leg, the juncture between my thighs. He unsnapped the body suit and then his hand went back to my thigh.
“You aren’t taking it off?”
“Why should I? Your nipple is playing with me quite well.” He teased and then sat up and pulled the body suit up so it came out of my skirt and off over my head. “Oh much better that purple bra is sexy, I love that you remember the simple things I say.” I smile at him.
“Baby I love you, I want to make you happy.”
“I love you too honey, let me make you happy all night long.” And with that he slowly proceeds to kiss and touch every part of me before finally sliding the condom on and making love to me. He never took my skirt off and it felt so naughty. His kisses deepen and his body slows as he pushes deeper and deeper but finally we’re both fulfilled and curled up in each others arms.
After about 25 minutes he rubs my shoulder. “So far that ones my favorite.” Referring to the condom. We’ve used almost his entire 100 pack, I think we only had 4 more left. I look in the garbage and see the name of it. “Durex Real Feel Non Latex” and write it down. Then looking in his drawer, “Baby you better buy more, we’re down to 4 left.”
“Good thing I have to go to Jersey tomorrow. I’ll have time to order more.”
“When were you going to tell me you were going to Jersey?”
“Um, now.”
“Butthead, what if I wanted to spend the day with you because I have it off?”
“I’d say take Friday off too and come to Jersey with me. Meet the family.”
“Family as in Kids?”
“Family as in kids, parents, brothers and sister in laws. Its my parents 54th anniversary and we’re having a big dinner.”
“Jon that’s not the right time to meet them, its a day about them.”
“Babe Steph is bringing her boyfriend for them to meet and we’re inviting the whole band since they’ve known my parents a lifetime, it’s a casual BBQ at the Jersey house but we’re going to have tables instead of making everyone sit on the lawn.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes Steph told me if I didn’t bring the woman I loved she was going to kick my ass. And I’ll tell you that girl can kick her mamma taught her to.”
“Maybe you should have told said woman more than 24 hrs in advance.”
“Maybe but that wouldn’t be any fun now would it?” He smiled moving his hand back up under my skirt. “I love that I didn’t take this off its just naughty and so you.”
“Me?” I ask astonished, “I’m innocent.”
“I think not, you’re always wanting me, taking advantage of my body and making me do sinful things to you.” Jon laughed and tried desperately to act like he was serious but the glint in his eyes was so cute.
“Do I need to pick up more condoms before we leave?”
“No we’ll get some in Jersey, four should last us til then.” He kissed me and his hand moved between my legs and the kissing started again.
“Hey hold on let me send an email to my boss before I forget, we need to give as much notice as possible.” I crawl over him in bed and grab my laptop. His hand comes down and smacks my ass. “Hey!”
He smiled. “Oh that sounded great.” He then started the stopwatch on his iPhone, “you are postponing my sexual conquest of you so you are getting a spanking every 30 seconds until you get back where you belong so I can take advantage of you.” He smiled and smacked my ass again.
“How can you take advantage of the willing?” I smiled getting my email to open just as he smacked my ass again.
“I’m not sure but I’m going to do it. I hope you take a little while your ass is starting to turn a pretty shade of pink.” He smiled and smacked my left cheek.
I quickly type the email to Kal letting him know I’m going to be traveling for the weekend and will need to take Friday off. Sorry its short notice but boyfriends mini family reunion is this weekend and I misunderstood the dates. I’ll be available via cell if its a emergency.
While I hit send on that his hand comes down again. “Ouch.” I tell him.
“I think you should just give up and lay completely over my lap, I’ll finish up your spanking much quickly that way.”
I close the computer, “But I’m done.”
“Doesn’t matter you made me wait 3.5 minutes thats enough for 10 spanks I have needs you know.” He pouts with a smile.
“Yes of course honey I’m so sorry. How dare I ignore your overwhelming need to spank me.”
“NO babe, it was a need to fuck your tight body, but since you denied that I’m going to spank your pretty little ass then fuck you til you scream.”
“Bring it!” I smile moving to lay completely over his lap to encourage him.
