Saturday, January 10, 2015

Chapter 38

While we're in the Hamptons in October Jon sat down and pulled out my tablet and let me show him bits and pieces of what I want for the wedding. We rent a small barn style local place that we can hold the reception in. The wedding will be at a small church down the road.
He loves that I'm finding things to enjoy about it - finding cute little different things to do at the wedding that seem non traditional so it doesn't hurt as much.
"So baby we're just going to celebrate the winter and our love huh? What are the sparklers for?"
"I think we should use them instead of rice.  Like when we leave to go on our Honeymoon people can light our way with the sparklers."
"Oh I like that. You are very creative my sexy fiancee."
I show Jon my idea about making the table runners for dessert to be s’mores.
"We're not having a wedding cake?"
"Well I'm thinking about that, wedding cakes seem traditional and s'mores seem fun."
"yes but s'mores are messy and you'll be wearing a white wedding dress what if you get some on you?"
"Then you'll have to take my clothes off me. That will be sad, very sad."
"Yes very." he smirked. Then he looked at a picture, "What's that?"
It was a sign that said "two lives become one today, pick a seat not a side".
"I thought since I won't have a huge amount of family there I don't want a bride side and a groom side at the wedding.  This way its merging."
"I love that honey, you are so good at this, you sure you don't want to plan weddings for a career?" He ran his hand on my thigh.
"Are you high?"
"No, you're just good at pulling things in that will make someone smile not cry. I haven't seen anything that seems traditional but yet it all seems perfectly romantic."
"Oh I need to get in touch with your mom."
"She'll love that, what do you need her for?"
"instead of a million flowers when its cold out and they won't last I'm going to do more candles and pictures as decorations instead."
He pulled me into his lap for kisses.  "Tell me more."
"Well instead of a traditional guestbook I was thinking of leaving them paper and having them write messages to us and put them in a big mason jar. You know message in a bottle type concept."
"That is alright."
"You do not like that one huh?"
"Not quite got another option?"
"Well the other options is we get a cork board and a bunch of postcards - every state or country or something or other and they write messages on the post cards and tack them up."
"OH that I like, especially since we travel so much."
"We can get all kinds of best wishes kinds of cards so they can give us their thoughts while at the reception then on the plane to wherever our honeymoon is we can write out thank you cards."

"I think that might work but I’m not so sure I want to work on our honeymoon babe." Jon smiled.  "I'm interested babe in how you want our wedding so tell me and show me everything you have."

I laughed at that. "Jon you've already seen everything I have."

"Oh you're such a sas." He tickled me and kissed me on the neck.

"No I'm not I'm serious.  So there's lots of cool things I found we could do at the wedding that will just be flippant and fun and not necessary needed."

"Baby the beauty of wedding is its all about you and I.  So anything that you want as long as my three needs are met I'm all for."

"Jon I saw this thing about filling a room with white balloons and taking a picture in them."

"Oh do it babe, that sounds so wonderful. I'd like that picture in my wallet."

"Jon why are you giving me free reign? Why are you being so wonderful about all this?”

"Because honey I get it, I get that your wedding since you lost your dad has been a pain point not a place of joy or happiness. I get that my little girl has talked about her dream wedding since she was 5 and how she would be a princess and I would make sure the guy that married her was worthy, you never had that right because you knew your daddy was gone.  Then when you're world crashed and burned everything changed again a wedding became something you would not want - just because of the pain it would be to remind you of what you don't have rather than what you do have.  To hear you express any kind of joy in the idea of our wedding makes me say yes - yes to anything that makes you happy about the day.  If that means our day is filled with silliness and over the topness then so be it. Its our day and the only people that have to be happy about it are us.”

I smile at him and I feel tremendous love. I know then and there that no matter what, he is going to do anything in his power forever more to make me smile and make me happy.

Friday, January 9, 2015

Chapter 37

One night about three weeks later Serena has Anne over and asks her to spend the night because they need a Jovi night with some good Moscato.
“Seriously? Your man is going to be good with us watching videos of him all night?”
“OH hell no he’s going to be gone on a business trip, he’d probably flip if he saw us drooling over him.” Serena giggled.
“OH yeah I’m there, give me a few hours or so.”
Serena gave her the address and told her where to park and went about getting the spare room on the main floor set up for Anne to sleep in and texted Jon, *Hey just in case you do get home tonight Anne is going to sleep over we need some girl time*.
*do you want me to stay away? Is that why you’re telling me?*
*no I love you and this is our home, I just didn’t want you to pull a bat out if you heard here on the first floor if you came in at 2am.*
*I love you baby*
*I love you sexy*

That night after a few glasses of wine and a great Jovi show on TV.  The bootleg edition of the Philly show around Christmas Dec 2005. Amongst my favorites.  I show Anne the diamond ring and let her know that I’m moving with Jon to Jersey.  “You’re what!?!”
“We’re getting married and I’m moving.  We’re going to keep this house but GO is transferring me to Jersey and I can work from home about 95% of the month so when he goes back on tour I can travel with him and just fly back for a few days of work.”

“I can’t believe you’re leaving.”

“I can’t say no to this Anne,  he’s my dream guy.  He’s choosing to give me what I want, a future, a love, a family.”

“Are you marrying him strictly for the idea of a family?”

“NO how dare you ask me that.”


“hey I just had to know if you were thinking clearly, but if I could be with that” She pointed to the Jon on the TV. “It’d be hard to say no.”

“Well good for me you don’t have the option then.  He’s mine.  He’s my forever or at least until the world shifts again.  Anne you know I know that life can change on a seconds notice. I’m not willing to put my heart in a box and refuse to take the risk because this risk could be a good thing for a change.  It feels solid, it feels real and its nice to feel loved every night.”

“Well if he treats you right I say do him.” Anne laughed while Jon and the band performed I’ll Be There For You.
“Seriously? You’re watchin” Jon said from the kitchen.
“Shh” Anne and Serena laugh to Jon.

“Excuse me, I’m right here no reason to watch me on TV.”

“Jon shhh you’re hot there” Serena smirkedand Anne laughed as she stood up to walk over to Jon for a kiss but stumbled a little.  She was showing Anne her high heals she got for a new dress she was going to wear and forgot she had them on so she stumbled a bit.  “Hi honey you’re home.”
“Yes baby I am.” He pulled her too him for a kiss.
“I love you hottie, I’m glad I don’t have to sleep alone.”
“OH so its ok that I came home because then you don’t have to sleep alone?” He teased.

“Jon shhh” Anne smiled.
“You know I can sing that song, I know all the words.” He smirked.
“Yes but you’re hotter there you’re well oh damn you’re standing right there.” Anne turned and looked at him in the eye “OH crap” She laughed again shocked that she said stuff like this in front of him.

Jon pulled Serena into his arms and kisses her cheek then laughs with Anne.  “Ok I’ll just sit over here and hold my baby you can keep watching the tv.”

“OH I can’t do this with you here.”

“Even if I play bartender and fill up your wine glasses again?”

“OH yeah sexy that’ll work then will you watch tv with us?”

“OH no babe I’m not watching myself on a 50 in TV.”

“OK you don’t have to since that’s a 60 inch.” Serena laughed and kissed him again.

“Naughty woman.” He bit her lip and then backed away and slapped her ass. “MINE” He whispered before playing with her fingers while she tried to wiggle around.

Jon let the girls drink that night, helped them keep the wine flowing and eventually took his woman to bed after he helped Anne to her room there.

Once in bed they kissed a bit but didn’t end up having sex or anything because she passed out.

Later that night she rolled over and was rubbing her hands all over Jon’s chest like she wanted to crawl all over him.  “Hey beautiful whats up?” He asks waking up rather aroused from her touching.

“I’m horny I need you.” She answered nibbling on his neck.
“Not that I’m complaining but why in the heck are you so horny baby?”

“Had a great dream, I want you”

He rolled her over onto her back and started kissing her neck.  “I’ll give you what you want if you tell me about the dream, I can’t wait to hear what got you so turned on.”

I pulled him to me for more kisses, deeper kisses, “Its too long of a dream.”

“tell me baby,” Jon moved down and since he could not even wrestle me into panties when we went to bed, he started licking my inner thigh, "I’ll keep eating as long as you keep talking.”

“Jon that’s not fair, it was a dream, a long scene about us role playing.”

His tongue licked from her perfect opening up to her clit, he sucked that into his mouth before answering.

“Come on baby, tell me everything that happened, just like you’re in the moment, everything you saw in your dream please baby I wanna hear about us role playing.”  He sucked her clit again. “Please baby I wanna eat you and I wanna hear you tell me a story.”

At that point, still half drunk, I start talking remembering everything I could, “We were inside but I wanted something different.”
“What did you want?  Just talk honey tell me the details of the dream.” Jon poked his tongue inside of her, pulling it back out.  “Go back into the dream, tell me what you see and do.”  He slid a finger into her as she started.

~ ~ ~ the dream ~ ~ ~

"We could go outside by the fountain.  Its warm today - almost 70."
"Wow that is warm for Chicago in September.  That sounds amazing, even better is ordering you to walk out there dressed in what I tell you."  He said letting go of her nipple for a few moments and then going back to work on it.  He reached behind him and turned up the vibrator. He wondered if she would remember the day he asked her to marry him and when she agreed they talked afterwards, and he told her one of the things he loved was role playing.  This would be a test to see if she could give him that part of what his needs were.
"God Jon what are you thinking I have to wear."  She asked
"I'm not sure yet. Something very revealing." He nibbled and then let go of her nipple. Smiling because it seemed like she was about to play along with him. "I'll tell you after you cum for me." He went back to sucking again.
Not to long later he stopped and moved off of her lap.  "Come on I'll show you what you have to wear to get your man inside you."
"OH wow now I have to earn it huh? I thought you were easier than that?" She teased.
"Oh I am easy but only for you and besides I love this backyard that its so enclosed and private that I can be naughty like this and its oBongiovi."
As they walked upstairs she went into their normal closet and then he pulled her arm and moved her to a private door. "What's this?"
"I had a small room added on and partitioned the closet differently.  This is where we can store all our naughty sexy stuff, toys, bondage gear, I might even fuck you in here since there's a chair and a way to secure a dildo to it that way you can have two in you." He says for shock value and of course she takes it in stride answering him calmly.
"Oh sounds good.  So baby what am I wearing for you?"
"I'd like you to be a naughty school girl and I'll be the principle you need to redeem yourself with." He asked trying to remain calm but this could backfire at him if she truly wasn’t a woman that could be comfortable enough with sex and their relationship to role play.
"Sounds good lover." She handed him a few condoms just in case and smiled. "I'll meet you out back in a few."
Serena then changed her clothes and got into a grey and purple plaid skirt, a tight white button down shirt that had ribbing in the waist to make it fit skin tight, she skipped the bra to give it the right naughty feeling and put a small tie around her neck.  Topping the outfit off was a grey cropped sweater, black belt and black shoes with white anklet socks. She was going to wear panties and decided it would be more in character to forget them.  Last but not least she put her hair in low pig tails. Before turning and walking out the door she grabbed the paddle that Jon had hanging on a hook by the door.  It only seemed in character for a bad school girl to get a paddling and she hoped Jon wanted to go that far with her, he's never before used anything but his hand on her ass.  This could get fun quickly.

She's never before been in a relationship that sex was such a regular part of their lives that playing with one another and having routines about sucking and whatever was part of her life.  She enjoyed this so much that she had a man that bought her outfits and expected her to use them. It just spoke to being intimate and sharing something special with one another.  She also remembered this was something he said he wanted in a relationship so she was happy that he didn’t shy away from his wants or desires in lieu of fulfilling hers.

As she walked downstairs she went out onto the back patio holding the paddle behind her back she looked for Jon.  She decided right then and there to start the game so she knocked on the door frame to see if he was in his  'office' or not.

"Come in Tasha I've been expecting you."

She walked down the stairs on the left of the patio with a smile.  Whenever they were going to try something new they typically used fake names just to up the role playing aspect of things.   When she got down to him sitting in his chair she stood pretty much at attention with the paddle still behind her back.

"Good afternoon sir."

Jon had brought with him some papers just so he could play the part better and he looked through them.  "Tasha I see here where you have been caught being naughty again. You are here for three violations of the student code.  Kneel while we discuss these." He pointed to the pillow near his feet.

She knelt down at the pillow and then Jon saw that paddle.
"You brought your own paddle Tasha are you already admitting guilt?"
"No Mr. Webber, Mr. Jacobs handed it to me when I arrived in the outer office and told me to prepare for a paddling since I've been warned before."
"Hand it to me." he orders and of course I do as I'm told.
He lays it over his lap and asks, "Violation 1: What is this about skipping class?"
"Well sir, I um, wasn't feeling to well." She admitted.
"That's kind of ironic since Violation 2 says you were caught outside the boys locker room kissing Todd Jones."
"He told me he needed a piece of gum, so I was helping him out."
Jon laughed at that.  "That's original but how about Violation 3? Your blatant disregard for your school uniform."
"Mr Webber you have to admit I make this look good." She smiled.
"You think breaking the rules is funny don't you Tasha? Well its my job as the principle of this school to enforce upon you the need for order and rules.  Get up here, over my lap we'll start your lesson with five good spankings and maybe then you'll begin to listen.”
I stood up and pretended to look a little apprehensive and moved to lay over his lap.
"Now my naughty Tasha see this is exactly why you need a firm hand, you aren't even wearing any panties. That shows me you have no respect for the school or your classmates.  No wonder the boys in this school can not seem to keep their bodies in check when you are around.  If you were to wear panties this wouldn't hurt quite as bad but since you can't quite obey the dress code your ass is going to hurt when I'm done with you today."
With that Jon takes the paddle to my ass, he doesn't go full strength but enough that after five lashes my ass is pink.  "Good girl for taking your first punishment now get back on your knees while I figure out what else to do to you to get you to understand how wrong you've been." He lets go of my back and I get off his lap and kneel again on the pillow, my ass resting on my heels and a tinge of pain shooting up in me.
Jon then stood up and started pacing slowly.  "The biggest problem I see is that you have no respect Tasha, was kissing Todd really more important than History class?"
"It was more fun."
"I wouldn’t doubt for a teenager kissing is more fun that learning. But this is a school and you are to learn while here. The real question then becomes I guess is did you at least learn something from Todd while kissing him, this is school after all."
"Learn something Mr Webber?"
"Yes he should have taught you something, how to french kiss or what it feels like when a guy grabs your chest or touches your ass while kissing.  Did he teach you anything like that?"
"No sir, he just did what we have done before kissing with our mouths closed." I play with him feeling myself get wetter with all this role playing and the fact that we are outside doing it.
"Well then it is my job to teach you something so the day is not a complete waste.  Stand up and I'm going to teach you about octopus hands men."
"What do you mean Mr Webber?" I ask as I stand up.
"Well teenage boys have a tendency to want to touch girls and they want sex, always.  So its up to you to put the brakes on and always be a proper young lady. You need to make the man stay in line but yet it is your duty to be pleasing so you also need to learn how to satisfy your man.  Eventually you will be married, once you are married Tasha your husband will have expectations of you."
"Really Mr. Webber? What expectations do you have on your wife?"
"Well my wife gets a spanking before we take our morning shower, every day, so she remembers to honor me in all things she does."
"You spank your wife?" I ask shocked but not really.
"OH yes, you women need a firm hand.  So I'm going to kiss you now but I'm going to push my tongue into your mouth, you'll want to touch my tongue with yours."
"I think not." I tell him.
"For everything you disobey me on while we are here for your punishment it just means I'll add more spankings to the end of our session so its up to you."
"Yes sir. What else are you going to do?"
"I figure I should also get you used to having men touch you so I'm going to touch your boobs, get your nipples to react and I'm going to play with your bare ass."
"Why do you think you can touch me like that I'm just a student?"
"Because I'm your teacher in this session Tasha and I would be remiss if I did not do everything in my power to prepare you for the future.  We will begin now." He pulled me to him and kissed me.  After a few moments he pushed his tongue into my mouth.  Its so cute the way I respond and act like I don't know what he's doing so I back off.  He stops the kiss and looks at me.  "That's one spanking. Now I am going to do it again, let my tongue in your mouth, its supposed to be there, women are receptacles for men's urges.  Everything about a woman begs to be entered. What we want is typically what you want and at this point I want to teach you to accept a french kiss." He pulled her to him and kissed her again.  This time she allowed his tongue and even touched his tongue with hers.  He allowed her to kiss him while his hand went down and squeezed her ass.  She jumped away from him, her ass still hurt but she also had to play the sweet and innocent girl.
"For that I am adding three more.  Remember you are to be a receptacle." He then pulled her back for a kiss again and grabbed her ass a little harder.  I moaned a little and he let me go. "Good girl you are learning.  This time I'm going to play with your boobs."
I looked around and saw the sun and trees and I just smiled at the thought.  
"Now because you are such a naughty young girl I believe when I put my hand on your breast I'm going to feel you directly, I'm not going to feel a bra am I?"
Tasha looked down at the ground.  "No Mr. Webber you will not.  I didn't have a nude bra clean this morning so I didn't wear one."
"Well then there is no reason to hide your tits.  Take your sweater, tie and shirt off."
"Mr Webber"
"That's five more. Stop fighting your teacher Tasha.  Now do as I say." Jon is getting so excited playing this game with her, it is fun to be someone else but have the trust they do.
She unbuttoned her shirt and then took off the articles of clothing he told her too.  "Good girl, come here." He pulled her to him and kissed her again, grabbing her ass nice and firm and then moved his hand up to her breast and started playing with her tits.  Both hands soon were on her nipples and pulling at them.
She backed away from him then.  "Mr. Webber that makes me feel weird."
"Its called desire Tasha.  That feeling is something you should feel only for your husband.  Now that you know what the feeling is and you know what its for, I'm going to spank you until you tell me its a feeling only for your husband."
"What about my fiancee, what if I get engaged to be married, can I desire him too?"
"You can desire him and let him touch you as he see's fit but he cannot put his body inside yours, only your husband can do that."
"Where would he put his body inside mine?"
"There are three places he could do that.  Give me your hand." He ordered and I didn't immediately move to obey.
"There's five more, your ass is going to hurt for a week Tasha."

"Mr Webber I'm scared what do you want with my hand?"
"All of a sudden you are interested in learning? I thought you thought of school as your personal play area?"
"I'm sorry Mr. Webber I do want to learn, you've been so good at teaching me today."
"Good girl now give me your hand."
I reached forward and offered my hand and he put it on his cock.  "Now feel that, squeeze a little and see how big that is."
"Mr Webber what is that?"
"Its called a cock or a dick, its what your husband will use to put you in your place, he will put it in your mouth and down your throat, you will kiss it and suck it to please him daily if he wishes."
"Yes sir."
"He will put it in your pussy, that small little hole between your legs, your husband will open your legs and insert his cock into you, stretching your body, possibly making you bleed the first time because there is a layer of skin that he will burst through, its his right to take that skin and break it.  After he gives you a wedding ring you are his to teach and play with and do really hard.  You will learn to love his cock." He then put his hand over hers and squeezed again.  "He will also put it in your ass if he desires."
"Seriously?"
"Yes, a husband likes his wife's body and normally he wants to own every hole of her body so he might want to spank you like I have done and then push his cock deep into your ass to make you whimper.  He will normally use your ass when he wants to do you super hard."
"Why Mr. Webber?"
"Because your ass is not nearly as tender and soft as your pussy or as fragile as your throat.  It is where he can go when all he really wants is to jack off inside you."
"Yes sir." She answered.
"Good girl now get over my knee you have fourteen spankings to endure before you can return to class."
"Sir, I almost died when you gave me the first five spankings."
"Well you just added five more for back talking me so lets make it an even twenty to make sure you remember this lesson and don't need me to repeat it."
Her bottom lip quivered.  "yes sir."  She then moved and laid over his lap.
"Good girl I didn't have to tell you a second time."
She inhaled deeply. "Count the spankings for me Tasha so I don't lose track."

"yes sir." She offered and while he started paddling her she counted for him, "one, two owe three" and so on.  By the time he hit fourteen she had a tear in her eye. "Fifteen." "good girl so far Tasha only five more, can you handle it?"
"Yes sir, I deserve them."
"You are right, you do deserve them for being naughty.  Ok these are going to be harder so you remember what you did and you remember to not do anything else like this in the future."
He paddled her again and she counted each one.  The final one connecting on her right ass cheek, "Twenty sir."
"Tasha go kneel." She moved from his lap and kneeled on the pillow.  She looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
"Tasha? Are you ok?"
"Yes Mr. Webber I realize now the error of my ways, and I am sorry for the disrespect I've showed the school with my violations."
"Very good now you can return to class lets hope I don't have to repeat this lesson too soon your ass is going to be sore for a few days."

~ ~ ~ out of the dream ~ ~ ~
Jon at that point slid his cock deep into his fiancee.  “God Angel that was so hot.” He moaned pumping away bringing them both to the peak of orgasm and over the edge. Both of them fall asleep shortly after he peals the condom off.