Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Chapter 46

Its pretty cute, on the way back to Red Bank they are looking at her tablet at decorating styles trying to find things that they both like and he feels the need to apologize again about his stupidity before we came up to JC.  “Jon you just have to remember I’m not her, no matter what happens I’m with you for my own reasons and with my own sense of commitment I’m not going to walk away easily.”


“I’m so sorry babe, I promise to remember you’re not her.” He put his arm around me and kissed my temple.


“Well if you’re sure that I’m not her, you’ll be fine with taring down her house and building one for me?” I ask wondering how much he really means his words.


He wants to blow up, but realizes we are on a train in public so his voice drops, “Hell no. why would I tare the house down?”


“Because you just said I’m not her, and you told me in Chicago the house is decorated in her style. I don’t want to live in her house Jon. I want to live in our house.”

“Baby it was $14mil almost 15 yrs ago to build that house, now I bet it would be over $100 mil” He explained still keeping his voice low.


“Its ok, we have the money, baby every room in that house makes me cringe.  Did they kiss here, did the make love here?”


He takes my hand, “Honey I bet my kids have had sex in more rooms of that house than I have.  Bedroom, kitchen and family room, thats it for me.”


“Thanks, but I still don’t want to live in her shadow.” I finally admit to him.


He takes a deep breath “How about we redecorate it.”


“I’ll end up spending more that way.”


“Its not the money, its about the house. I love driving up to it.”


“So I can change the layout?”
“How much?” What was this woman trying to do to his house he thought.


“The first floor. I’m sorry but I think all the just for show stuff in the house should be in one section and we should be able to call our house a home, that should be the majority not sections of it.”


After some discussion and lots of kisses, over the next few days he gets his contractor and architect involved.   The architect gets kind of bitchy since I drew it out.


“Hey its not to scale or code, I just know what room I want where, and what things I want changed.” I tell him.


Jon’s contractor reminds him that they ran water to every room in the house because of the sprinkler system in case of fire so moving rooms per my request isn’t going to be that major because no real plumbing changes will need to be made.


What he calls nothing major though sets Jon on edge.  He is told he has to be out of the house for 4 months while they have supports in place to hold up the upper level while they change the layout of the first floor.  So we only lived in his big mansion in Red Bank from January on, we got married in March and by July we have to move out of that house while they remodel it. The team says they’ll have it complete by the end of October so the holidays can be spent in that house again.  Jon hates it, he thinks we should live in the Jersey City condo while everything’s being taken care of because he doesn’t want to live in one of the outer buildings on the proper they aren’t really good enough. I call him a house snob and of course that earns me a spanking.

I finally convince him after some good loving that we can live in both, Jersey City when we are needed to be in NYC metro area for anything and then the outer building on the Red Bank house property otherwise so he’ll still have his boat all summer and his studio.

Chapter 45

I open the tablet and start showing him what I’ve found and we get into a discussion about cost, my thought is rent should be minimal so we aren’t wasting money since we’ll only use it 3 days a week.  His thought is that he wants me safe in case I need to stay there when he’s in Europe or something we need to look more high end. I hate the idea of spending money uselessly. He lowers his voice so only I can hear and tells me, “Honey I know its hard for you to accept but we have money.” He then whispered in my ear, “We are worth over $2 Billion at this point”.
“What!” I exclaim.
“Yes honey I invested wisely and sold things at profits.  Its ok if we get a place that makes me confident that you’ll be safe.”
At that I stop worrying so much about spending the money.  After all it makes me calm down when I realize even though I knew we had a few million in the bank I never realized how insanely rich Jon was.  “Why didn’t you make me sign a prenup?”
“Because we’re not getting divorced.  Besides money doesn’t mean much to me, the kids are taken care of they have trust funds that no one can touch but them.  Not even me unless they for some reason pass before me.  I don’t have to worry about saving more I want them to be well off but not to the point where they can get lazy so I’m not trying to save even more for them.”
“Well if that’s the case I’ll start dreaming.” She smiled.
“Honestly honey I haven’t bought you a wedding present yet, I think a house where you want it could be the perfect present.”
“Another place?”
“Yes they are great tax right offs.” He smiled.
“You shit.” I laugh and tickle him.  Once we settle in on the train he realizes we have 15 minutes left.  “This isn’t a bad way to travel.”
“God I love being able to say I told you so.” I grin.


It doesn’t take them more than 2 days of looking after she gets out of work to find a condo they both agree on.  It has the view Jon needs and the location near the subway that Serena wants.  They decide that while they don’t want to make too many changes there are a few that are required.  She declares they need new flooring and he determines the kitchen is too cramped so he’s going to get some custom cabinets in there that are more shallow so the counter can be cut in half and allow for more than one person to stand in the kitchen at one time. Other than that neither of them care much about the rest of the place because they figure they’ll be able to decorate it to soot their style. As soon as they figure out what that looks like as a couple.

Chapter 44

A few weeks after we get home from our honeymoon I look at Jon, “how about CEO and assistant? I’d like to see what you’d offer me to move up in the company?”
“Oh role playing huh? We’re back on that topic.  I like that one.  I also like vampire and fangbanger, you love vamps and I might like you biting me.”


“Oh I’ll bite you baby, anytime you want.” I smirked and slapped his butt.


“That’s not where I want you to bite and thats slapping sassy wife.”  


“How far do you want to take the vampire thing? Do you actually wanna bite me?”


“Just a little baby, probably to leave a nice hicky.”


“You’re so naughty.” He smirked and then tightened his tie.  “Hey babe I have to run to Philly today for some soul meetings so I won’t be home for dinner.”


“Ok hon see you later I’ve got a t-con to get on about Portland.” I kissed him and walked into my office wishing like hell this place wasn’t our home.  No matter how I try I just can’t seem to consider this mansion home.


As Jon left for the day I took care of my job and during the day I walked around the house and took notes of what was everywhere, what I could live with and what I couldn’t.  I then went back to my office and finished up my day.  Packing my suitcase I brought it down to the front door before I made dinner.


Jon walked in at 7 and saw my suitcase by the door, losing his mind momentarily.
He screamed for me and I came out of the kitchen.  “What?”
“When were you going to tell me?”
“Tell you what?”
“That you’re leaving me!”
I shook my head and pulled on my ear.  “What? What planet are you on? Why would I leave you when I’ve waited so long to get you?”
"You're suitcase is by the door."
"Yes for work, I have to go to JC tonight remember?"
"Oh shit, I'm an ass." He admitted immediately."
"Yes you are." I don't coddle him. "you hot headed Italian.  Are you still coming with? I set your suitcase by the bed but I didn't know what you'd want to wear."
"I'm so sorry honey, I don't have any meetings so anything is fine."
“Why don’t you go pack then?” I pretty much order him trying to keep my anger in check.
He didn’t dare argue with her and went upstairs quickly to pack himself some clothes.  He called
down to me, “Baby do we have a hotel room tonight or do you want me to call for one?”
“Yes I took care of it.”
Jon came downstairs with his suitcase knowing he was completely in the dog house but really shocked that I haven’t screamed at him yet.
“Ok I’m ready.  I’ll take our bags to the car.”
“The taxi isn’t here yet.”
“Aren’t we driving?”
“No Jon we’re taking the train.”
“The what?”
“You heard me, we’re taking the train. I want to know how long it takes so if I have to get there alone I can.  We take a taxi to the station here in Red Bank and take a train to Hoboken and then go back 1 stop on a different route to Jersey City.”
“Baby you realize we can take a limo the whole way right?”
“Yes I do but I like trains and I don’t see why we have to waist hundreds of dollars for a limo when we can spend $10 on a train.”
“yes dear.” He smiled and took our luggage to the car.  It wasn’t until we were on the train heading north that I asked him. “So what happened when you got home?”
“Honey I was being stupid can we just talk about something else?”
“No I wanna understand.”
“I was being dumb forgive me?”
“Of course I forgive you but you just admitted to be stupid and dumb and you are neither so what’s the truth?”
“The truth is that’s how Dot left. She had a suitcase at the door and when I walked in she handed me papers and walked out.” He admitted and wiped a tear away.  I laced my fingers into his hand held his hand strongly.  “Thank you for telling me angel but thats never going to happen with us.  I love you with all of my heart and soul and I’ve waited forever to have you in my life there’s no way in hell that I’m giving you up 3 months after marrying you.  Trust me babe I don’t give up easily, I’m strong and determined and I will fight for what’s mine until I can’t fight no more.  You are mine, completely and forever so get used it.”

He pulled me to him and planted the deepest kiss on me before pulling back and running his hand into my hair. “I love you angel.”  He then saw my tablet next me. “So what places have you found for us to live in?”

Chapter 43

"Jon - baby can I ask you a question?" Serena asked him while she cuddled up to him on the plane heading to Hawaii the following day.


"Baby you have the ring, you can ask me anything. And now, I pretty much have to answer cos I have the other ring." He smiled and patted my butt.


"Silly man, so baby I just want to know, I know you love role playing but I never asked you why? What do you get out of it?"


"Acting." He answered honestly. "I get to play a character and I get to stretch my acting chops which I don't do anymore.  This is fun for me in that every time you and I play roles I get to explore something I gave up to focus on music again."


"Why did you give up on acting?"


"It just became too much, I was acting when I wasn't singing and it was me gone all the time. I wasn't getting any better scripts so I decided it wasn't worth my time, I could spend time at home with my kids that was an better investment."


"So now you're only acting is when you and I play?"


"Yep, I love playing with my baby." He smirked.


"What would you like to play my dear?" She smiled.


"I think we should talk about some other role play ideas, what other things could we do?" Jon asked.


"I'm not sure baby I think the teacher student one was fun.  How about massuese and client? That'd be quite erotic."


"What about something thats with the strong woman in charge I think that would be really hot."


"Baby I'm not ready for that."


Jon doesn’t even blink he just grabs my hand and shows me the wedding ring.  “Yes you are.  You have the thing you’ve always wanted, me, your soul mate.  I gave you everything I could to help you heal and feel whole again.  Now its time for you to give me things I want, and I want my wife strong and confident in our love.”


“I could be the Dr and you could be the patient, or cop and long haired kinda muscian who thinks he’s all that.” I smiled at him.


“Oh I am all that baby but I want to act and muscian isn’t acting for me.”


“Ok how about …”I stop to think.


“Come on baby, stretch that mind out what’s something you’ve wanted to do to me that you haven’t brought up?” Jon asks with a smile and his hand on my arm.


“Oh Jonny this is hard because my dream guy is in charge, I’ve had to be in charge of everything for so very long that thinking about being in charge isn’t quite a turn on but give me a few to come up with a role play that will give us both what we want.” I smile at him hoping he’ll understand.

He puts his hand gently on my face and pulls me slowly to him for a kiss.  “Baby we have a lifetime to come up with something.  I’ll still be here.”


A little later in the plane ride we move from kissing and talking about role playing to talking about our jobs and future.


"Jon, I want to find a small place to rent in Jersey City.  There's just no reason to spend a fortune on a place we'll be at 3 days a month. I would like $1000 a month max."


"Baby I love that you're thinking of finances like that but baby we're actually beyond rich, there's nothing we need to worry about when it comes to money.  If we want to spend $10k a month it would be fine. Besides in Jersey city $1000 won’t get us anywhere near the view I want or the safety we need for the odd chances you’re there alone.  Lets put the max at 3k."


"Spending a ton is pointless.  Look I bookmarked a few to be able to show you offline." I pulled my tablet out to start to show him some places I found in Jersey City.


"Ok I'm good with stepping down on the luxury with a few exceptions but you have to realize I know a few things about Jersey and what’s real and what isn’t price wise.”


"Like what exceptions?"


"We have to have a view of the NYC skyline and the place has to have a washer and dryer in the unit and must be over 1000 sq feet.  As long as its clean and safe I'm good as long as it meets the specks."


She moved and kissed him, "You crack me up, is this how you negotiate for the band stuff too?"


He put his hand on her leg, "Meaning."


"I'll give you what you want as long as you meet these requirements. You did that at our wedding too."


"Yes its a tactic I use, I know that people love to be able to make decisions but I also know there are things I will be miserable to deal with if I don't get my way on some of the stuff."


"So you're basically telling me you can be a diva?" She laughed.


"About certain things, like seeing you in a white wedding dress on our wedding - yes."


I shake my head and smile at him, “Do you think this will always work?”


“I imagine sooner or later you’ll just lay down the law on stuff so I better get my own way now.”


“Why do you say that?”


“Well in my experience if you don’t obey the wife there is hell to pay.”


I squeeze his knee, “Babe I’m not her, stop making me pay for her attitudes.  Talk to me about some of the stuff you want and don’t want, don’t assume I’ll act like her.”


“Ok babe, how do you think you’ll deal with it if we’re fighting at bed time? Who’s getting sent to the couch?”


“NO one, we don’t go to bed mad.”


“Its fine to say that but its not likely.  There are going to be nights when you’re like Jon you’re grounded from touching me, hands off the boobs I’m mad at you. Is that a night I have to go to the couch?”


“No why would I kick you out of bed, I’ve waited my whole life to get you in my bed.”


He smiled at that. “How are you going to handle sleeping next to someone you are mad at?” Jon asked me.


“Well baby” I kiss him then continue.  “Just because I’m mad at you doesn’t mean I don’t love you with all of my heart and soul.  Besides its our bed not mine or yours.”


“I love the way you think, but can I hold you to that when I piss you off?”


“Yes babe, feel free to remind me of this conversation. I’ll probably get annoyed by the fact that I said this in 20 yrs but then I’ll obey it because I really truly feel we have to make our marriage work for us and if we’re kicking each other out of bed thats not a very good relationship tactic.”


“What do you feel then about going to bed mad?”


“I’d really like us to try to never go to bed mad.  I don’t know if that’s possible but I’d really like that to be the case.”


“Are you still scared of losing me?” He asked holding her hand tightly.


“Yes, in all honestly I don’t think I’ll ever get over that fear, not completely its just happened to often.”


“Baby my family tends to live very long and happy lives, and you’re part of my familly.  You just have to remember a day of happiness is worth more than a week of unhappiness so just love me daily and we’ll be all good for as long as we both shall live.” He pulled me closer for kisses and a tight hug. “I love you angel, we’re in this together, whenever you get scared just hold me tight.”


“I think I need to travel with you. I’d rather if there was an issue I was right beside you than on the other side of the planet.”


“That we can do and remember babe, anytime you want to quit your job you can, we can use your travel skills or just strategy in general to help the band,  I’ll sign you as a consultant so you work for yourself and are paid by the corporation so you won’t be sleeping with the boss.” He smirked.


“Its ok, you’re sleeping with the boss in our personal lives so its only fair.” I crack at him.


“You little brat.” He laughed and pulled me over his lap and spanked my ass for about 10 slaps.


He then moved me to stand up and started taking my pants off.

“What are you doing?”

“I want to make sure I left the proper pink tone.”


“Jon we’re still on the plane.”
“Its ok.” He pushes the button for privacy and then continues to remove my jeans. “You know you’re a bad wife for not just wearing a skirt so I can do you throughout the plane ride.”
“Poor baby, you’ll survive not having sex for a few more hours.”


“Are you sure? Do you have any idea how much enjoyment I get from being inside you?”


“No I actually don’t, you gonna tell me.”


“nope I’m gonna show you tonight, over and over.” He reached up and kissed me.  Turning me around he looked at my ass. “Not quite pink enough I’ll have to work on learning the exact right amount to spank you to get the look I want.”


“Oh there’s a certain look on my ass you want?” I ask him smiling.


“Yep. Over my lap again babe.” He pulled me down and spanked me another 5 times and then smiled and rubbed my ass. “OH that’s very pretty.”  He then helped me stand up to put my pants back on. “Looks like its 15 mild or I’ll try later with 5 hard spanks. So we’ll play again after we swim tonight naked in the ocean.”


“Woah we’re doing what?” I ask him after I sit down next to him. My ass was a little sore but not bad.  I just felt the skin on my ass a little tight from the nerve endings that were on fire.


“Oh baby we’re going to be on a private island so you can you wear absolutely nothing for days and we’ll be all good.”

“Baby I’m not going out naked, if you take my top off in the water I’m not going to get upset but I’m not going to walk outside naked.”


“Someday maybe you’ll do that, just because I want you to.” He smiled.


“Do you think I’ll always give into you because you’re you?”


“No I think you’ll do it because you love me, and you know I love your tits and they are mine, all mine.”  He smiled and reached over and ran his finger down my face and over to my lips.


“You are so amazing Jonny but I’m also not that brave about my body.”


“I wish you would be, I love your body, you’ve had the things taken care of that you didn’t like when you moved to Chicago and you look amazing, your boobs are damn near perfect, your body is toned and that too is all mine.  So you see as soon as you figure out how smart I am and that I know everything you’ll strip and walk around naked for me. Besides baby we’re going to be in  Hawaii, wouldn’t it be great to have some memories of making love naked under a waterfall in that setting.  Its time to live for happiness and that happiness is with me your husband.”  Jon smiled and we kissed the rest of the way to Hawaii.


The next two weeks were spent deeply entwined with one another, we played tourist, photographers and lovers without a care in the world. By the time we go back to the mainland and return home, we have made love naked under water falls, swam together in the ocean naked and  I actually do walk out of our cabana topless to meet him on our private beach.  I put my bikini top on once I get out there but he’s so happy that I did it I get anything I want from him the rest of the night.  We stay and cuddle on the couch just looking at the ocean talking about our future and how we plan to live our lives.   The life we’ll share, the choices about kids and what we think of adoption.  Nothing is truly off limits the love we feel for each other truly is a balm for the soul.  By the end of our honeymoon I’m a much calmer woman, I trust in my husband that he is going to be there for me, I don’t have to be as scared anymore because he proved to me and reminded me over and over throughout our honeymoon that no matter what he has my back.  The world could come down on my shoulders but he would be fighting it off with me.  I’m never alone anymore and no matter what, no matter who makes me feel upset or angry or unsure of myself all I have to do is coming home and hug him, he’s always got my back and no one is every allowed to make me feel less than amazing. I’m his wife and I’m perfect the rest of the world can just get bent.

That makes me smile, its something my mom used to say stuff like that and it just allows my heart to heal even more.

Chapter 42

After the wedding Tim has the both of them stand around and take tons of pictures, some in the oddest poses but Serena figures what the hell Jon probably wants them so she joins him in the poses.  Eventually they are able to get into the limo and drive over to the reception. In the car Jon takes Serena in his arms and kisses her deeply. "I love you Mrs. Bongiovi, I love you so much thank you for marrying me and making me the happiest man alive." His tongue softly tries to find its way inside her mouth, softly licking her lips before sliding inside.  After the kiss he smiles, "I can't wait to slide inside you later tonight my love.  Completely mine for the first time." She then smiled at him again and deepened the kiss. "I can't wait to be yours in every sense of the word husband of mine. Lets go party with our family and friends now though, there is plenty of time for that later."


With that they walk into a building that looks much like a barn, its really not though, its just a rustic location for a reception.  Once they get inside both of them are blown away with how perfect everything turned out.
The color scheme they decided to go with was white and blue.  The table linens and chairs are all in white, tied with a blue bow. The table centerpieces at the head table are these huge branches lined with white and blue lights that just sparkle and shine.  However, on all the guests tables each table is uniquely topped with tree branches that have pictures of Jon and Serena tied on to them from their childhood and from their life together both here on the east coast or in Chicago.  On each plate is a wedding favor of a tube for all the makings for hot chocolate with Jon & Serena joined forever on March 22, 2016.
The guests also have access to a smores table, with all the fixings running down the center of the table with candles to be the heat source.  Serena and Jon focused hard on making this wedding a party and not something that she would remember and cry over forever.  There will be no first dance with the bride and her dad, there instead will be a wedding party dance, and a first dance as husband and wife.  
"Baby remember that picture you found of the woman in her wedding dress in a room with lots of balloons?" Jon asked her.
"Yes honey?"
"Well I want that pic so Tim set it up.  Its over there just make sure to tell Anne so she avoids the area."  It was nice that that he remembered she had a latex allergy.
"How about we go do that one now, and I get to kiss you in that room because I think that picture would rock." Serena smiled and leaned in for a kiss.


He wrapped his arms around her tenderly and kissed her softly, "You my dear are a bit addicted to my kisses. You think every way to kiss me would rock."


"Guilty.  There's something about your lips that just draw me in. Are you wearing chocolate lip gloss or something?" She asked.
"Yeah cos me wearing lip gloss happens everyday." He laughed and tried to spank her butt but with all the layers of lace and tulle he couldn't find her butt.
"No fair I can't get my hands on your butt." He whispered into her ear pulling her closer.
"Tonight my love when we head to the hotel room, you can take this dress off me and touch me anywhere your heart desires."
"As long as I want and often as I want?" He asked feeling quite happy with the fact he 's married again.  "I can't wait to take you tonight as my wife and show you what wedded bliss feels like. Skin on skin." Jon smiled and kissed her again.
"I love you Mr. Bongiovi." She smiled and hugged him tightly.
“I love you Mrs. Bongiovi.” He took her in his arms and made the night something she would remember in a positive way.  They danced but kissed more than anything else. Throughout the night they gave small tokens of love to their family and bridal party. Serena had gotten necklaces
made for Jon's mom and all of her bridal party they were small diamond stars, or flowers or some other symbol but in the box they come in were messages like "Thank you for raising the man of my dreams" or "Thanks for being my Unbiological Sister". Jon gave the men that stood up for him sweet groomsmen gifts and the reception went off without a hitch.  There wasn't a lot of formal stuff, of course they kissed a lot and he threw the garter and she threw a bouquet, not the one she carried but another.  Kathy, Andy, Dave, Linda, Debbie and Pam were all in attendance from her family, and Jon's family introduced themselves throughout the night.  Her boss Kal was even invited as were two other people from the office but it was still a small affair.  Even at the reception it topped out at fifty people.  Quite a few more RSVP'd yes for the reception but not the wedding.  Serena thought that was a bunch of bullshit and she had told Jon as much, "What I'll drink the free booze and eat the free food but I don't want to be any part of you vowing your hearts to one another."


Jon held her tight, "All that needed to see us take that vow did baby." He kissed her again and again throughout the night loving that she was his forever more.


Since all the guys were there that also live in the Hamptons' house Jon told them that the could stay at the house so they wouldn't have to rent a hotel room but he wanted a weekend in each of their months so he and his new bride could enjoy the Hamptons.


That night however, Jon rented a wonderful beach house in Montuak, just 30 miles north of where they got married.  They walked up to the house and as soon as they got to the door he picked up her up and carried her inside over the threshold.  His mouth found hers in the most gentle of kisses.  "I love you my beautiful wife."


Serena smiled at her husband he was so tender and sweet right now.  She knew tonight there was an expectation about sex but she was so damn tired. It had been such a long emotional day.  "Baby I'm so tired."


The disappointment he felt at her words was huge but he tried to hide it as best he could.  He knew this day was going to be hard for her, "Lets go get you relaxed I'll give you a little time for a cat nap then I need my wife in my arms the rest of the night."


"How about in a bath, that sounds heavenly." Serena smiled.


"Sure baby, come on." He carried her up the stairs and set her down just inside the door of the bedroom.  "No undressing my prize." He smiled and then kissed her walking into the bathroom to start to tub. Holding her hand and leaving her in the walk through closet on the way to the bathroom. Walking back to his bride he saw her yawn.  "Oh no my love, tonight is all about us no sleeping. I have a spanking to give you remember if I can ever find your ass under all this dress." She smiled at him.  "Baby I've been up all day." She kissed him softly and then he nibbled on her lip.  "I've been up all day too baby thinking of loving my wife tonight."
"Its all about the sex huh babe?" She asked with a smile.

"No its about being one with my wife.  It is more than physical tonight lover." He kissed Serena and started running his hands over her shoulders. "Let me go check on the water." He ran his hands over her shoulders and down her arms before walking deeper into the huge master bathroom to turn the water off.

He walked back over to her. "I love you baby our bath is ready.  Let me get you out of this amazing dress, I can't wait to see my beautiful wife."

"I'm wearing a present for you after you can get this off me lover." She smiled letting him start to unbutton her dress.

"Turn around love I wanna see the back of this dress one last time as I take it off my wife."

She obeyed him and smiled looking over her shoulder, "Don't get used to me obeying, it probably won't happen often."

He laughed, "If I could find your ass under all that lace you'd get a spanking Mrs. Bongiovi but since its all covered up looks like I'll just have to undress you and then have my way with you."

“Promises promises.” Serena smiled and yawned. She just wanted sleep but she knew she couldn’t do that to Jon. She’s made him use a condom every time promising him that if he put a gold ring, well platnium in their case, on her hand she’d love him without any barriers.  She knew he wanted that so she had to get her 2nd wind.  Once he had the dress off, she turned around showing him the white teddy she had bought especially for their wedding night.
It was a 2 piece set, with a corset style push up top with 5 eye hooks in the back for him to undo.  And the panties were almost modest with a gstring style,  but a big white bow at the top of her ass for him to smile at.  Both of her ass cheeks were available for him to spank if he desired and the panties were actually crotchless so he could touch and take if he wanted but tonight she doubted that would happen.  He turned her around to get a full view and then held her tight chest to chest.

“Baby that lingerie is hot.  You have to promise me on our honeymoon you’ll wear it so we can make love with it still on you.  I’ve never seen you in crotchless panties.”

“Nope, only my husband gets that right.” She smiled and kissed him.

“Hey hey that’s me.” He smiled and pulled her to him tighter for kisses resting his hands on her bare ass.  He squeezed pulling her closer.  “God you’re beautiful I can’t wait to love you every day for the rest of our lives.” He kissed her even deeper and took her hand walking towards the bathroom and the spa like tub, “Lets relax in the bathtub for a bit, you can get rejuvenated before I take you to bed and love you the rest of the night.”
“Ok baby, do I need a spanking before our bath?”

“As much as I’d love to warm that perfect ass of yours.  I’m not going to spank you on our wedding day, however tomorrow, all bets are off sexy.” He smiled and kissed her slowly running his fingers over the swell of her breasts before his hands moved to her back to undo the eye hooks one at a time. He kissed her all over as her skin was revealed.  “Damn so sexy.” He smiled and sucked on her nipple pulling her lower body tight to his again squeezing her ass.  He wanted so bad to be inside her right now, his cock was craving her wetness, something he’s never felt.

“I love you.” He moaned letting her nipple fall from his mouth.

“I love you too Jon, you’re so hard for me, and I love knowing its for only me forever.”

“Baby I know this is horrible and I shouldn’t be thinking only about sex but do you have any idea how good your body is going to feel.” He slowly took her panties off.  Kissing the tiny triangle of hair she left on her pussy.  “I can’t wait to feel your natural lubricant all over me, I can’t wait to fill you with my love.”

She helped him stand up and kissed him.  “Now do you get why I made condoms necessary?”

He shook his head yes, he hated that she was right, never having felt her body against his in sex, always being blocked from a condom was making tonight so incredibly special. As he helped her into the tub and followed her sitting behind her.  He pulled her body to his and held her tight.  Quickly had had his hands roaming all over her and up to her shoulders he massaged gently. “Just relax honey I’m just enjoying touching my wife.  You can close your eyes for a while.”

“Ok baby. Wake me when you wanna get out of the water.”  She smiled letting her body relax against his while he roamed his hands all over her, he moved and let her rest against the tub while he went to her feet and washed and massaged them.  He looked at her with her eyes closed her breasts just barely in the hot water, he could see her nipples starting to harden from his playing with her feet.  She had been in heals of some sort for a long time so he kept massaging them before moving them back into the hot water and sitting between her legs he started massaging her calves wondering if she’ll finally relax completely now that she knows she has him.  He massaged her thighs and teased her pussy leaning up he ran his hands over her stomach and up to her breasts.  After touching all of her front he sat back in the tub and moved her to lay chest to chest with him.  She was sound asleep so he knew he couldn’t move her too fast but when she got comfy against his chest he ran the washcloth all over her back and then let got of it and massaged all her muscles getting all the way down to her ass before he washed that area and then massaged her ass cheeks.  He loved her tiny little butt.  It was so cute and yet so flat, he’d love it if it was a little bigger so he’d have more to grab but maybe she’d start doing squats and make it bigger.  As his hands roamed he let his finger touch her asshole rubbing it gently. “Ummm” She moaned.  OH yes, some day they’d try that too.  He knew that she wouldn’t say no to him, she wants to be with
him completely even if thats doing things she’s never done she wants to be everything he’ll ever want or need.  He wants to be the same thing for her.  Having her trust like he does right now was felt like a glacier was sitting on his chest.  He knew he made a commitment to protect her heart and he had to live up to her trust no matter what.  He would never allow his baby to hurt again and he knows he’d never shatter her soul like she’s lived through.  He’d be damned if she wouldn’t get what he promised her, love, honor and commitment forever.  He moved his hands back to her ass cheeks and squeezed. Pushing her a little tighter against his cock.  He had washed his entire body before starting on hers so as soon as he can get her to wake up they can get out of the water. “Baby its time to wake up.”

“No its nice here.”
“I know honey but we have to go to bed, the water is getting cold.”
“no cold, I like it hot.”
“I promise to keep you nice and hot tonight. I’ll sleep super close.” He squeezed her ass again.
“Umm that felt good.” She kissed his neck waking up. “Hey baby sorry I fell asleep.”
“Its ok Mrs. Bongiovi, it gave me a chance to touch you everywhere.”
“Everywhere huh?”
“Oh yeah I had fun.  Lets get you out of the water and warm. I’ll turn on the fire for us.”
“Sounds like heaven.”
Jon helped her from the tub and wrapped a towel around her before putting one around his waist.  “Come on angel lets get in bed its been a long day.”
“Do you want to make love in front of the fire?”
He smiled and showed her the big king size bed that was now covered with rose petals in the shape of two hearts linked together. “Nope I want to love you on that beautiful bed.” He smiled and flipped the switch for the fireplace.
“How’d that get there?”
“Its Magic baby, just like what you do to me.” He turned her around as they got to the bed and kissed her. “You’ve put a spell on me.”
“OH I have huh?”
“Yep, all I want is my wife, then I’ll be the happiest man alive.  Come on baby, show me that beautiful body.” He smiled as his wife unhooked the towel and let it drop to the floor. “OH all mine forever.” He let his towel drop before pulling her tight to him, skin on skin and twisted them to fall onto the bed.  With him on the bottom.  The fire had already started to warm up the room.  The bedroom wasn’t massive in this house so the fire did its thing very well.  Neither of them cared to make this act be over the top, they just wanted to kiss and love one another softly and slowly.  When Jon layed her down on the bed he crawled on top of her kissing her, moving down to kiss her neck his hand cupped her breast.  “God I love you baby, you’re so beautiful.” He smiled and cupped my breast.  His body was tight to hers and before too long their kiss refused to end and his body slid inside of her and they both realized a new level of intimacy. Something I had never felt before in my entire life and something he wanted more than anything.  When our bodies became one, the connection between us solidified and we both felt like nothing could ever come between us, we truly found the other half of ourselves.