Chapter 17

“Excuse me?” He asked looking down at me on his chest.

“I won’t have sex with a man without a condom.”

He ran his hands on my back again. “Honey I appreciate your need for safe sex, but please know I’m safe, I’ve been tested every 6 months from my doctor for the last 30 yrs and I have only been with 2 people in the past 30 yrs.  Dot and some girl I screwed a month after we signed our divorce papers so I could determine if I was able to get it up for anyone other than Dot.  I can.  But baby I’m clean I was tested after her and I’m good.  Don’t you trust me?”

I take offense to that and I sit up on his waist and look at him. “Jon that don’t you trust me shit might have worked on Dot at 17 but I’m 43, I don’t play that.  This isn’t as much about you being clean or me trusting you as it is about my commitment to my future husband.  I have one gift left I can give and it can only happen once.”

“Ok get back down here and explain.” He pulled me back down to lay down with him.

“Jon I wanted to be a virgin when I got married, I failed that, I started getting horney and knew I wouldn’t last. I then said I would be in love when I had sex. I succeeded there for a while, the guy I lost my virginity too was my first true love.  Then after we broke up I started just saying I wanted to be in a relationship that meant something to me.  And every time, I can say, that’s been true.  But the thing is, when I decided not to save my virginity for my husband I was determined to be able to give him something special.  Something that was only his. Me.”

“But babe you’ve already had sex.”

“Yes but I’ve never had sex without a condom and I won’t, until my wedding night.  I want to be able to give that to the man that gives me what I’ve dreamed of, a partner forever, someone that will give me his heart, soul, name, his love.”

He reached around and spanked my ass.  “Damn thats just sexy but fuck baby I hate condoms.  I haven’t been forced to wear one for over 30 years.”

“I’m glad we’re talking about this now, before we try to have sex then because I’m very firm on it, the only man that will ever be inside me naked, will be my husband.  I want it to be something special that neither of us have experienced together.”

“Alright then I want you on birth control too.”

“Um Jon you do realize that condom’s are normally effective.”

“OH I understand that, but I had sex for over half my adult life and never got a woman pregnant out of wedlock I’d like to ensure that remains the case.”

I stop for about 3 seconds and contemplate why I would bother fighting this and there isn’t a good reason.  He makes a valid point and I have no problem making that choice so I agree.

“Really?” He asked.

“Yes, I’ll call my doctor and get in as soon as I can.  In the meantime I recommend you look at the trojan condoms website I think you’ll be surprised how things have changed since you last wore one.”

“Do you have a preference?” He asked me rubbing my back gently.

“No, I’m tight enough that I typically don’t feel a difference just that he’s rock hard and making me happy.”

He starts kissing me and then pulls back.  “Ok so what else is on your mind about sex? I have a belief if you can do it you can talk about it so I figure since we’re planning on doing it relatively soon we should talk about all aspects of it.”

“Ok lets start at oral sex.” I tell him.

“Hell yeah I love it so lets start there.”

“Do you give and receive or just receive?”

“OH Serena I love licking my girl  I have this thing with trying to make her space out and stop fighting the sensations and just taking the pleasure in the moment.  OH yeah but getting a girl to suck my cock - thats one of my top 5 things in life.”

I’m shocked at that. “So what are the other 4?”

“Steph, Jess, my parents, you and getting head.  Yep top 5.”

“What if I’m not good at it?” I ask scared that he’s had so many in his life I’ll fail in comparison.

He squeezed my butt and then brought his hand up to my back. “Are you scared about the comparison?”

Chapter 16

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Chapter 15

**disclaimer: I don't know anyone and mean no offense just having fun**

As we walked into the restaurant Anne oggled over Jon only 2 times and then she started talking to him like a real man. It didn’t take long for her to notice how genuinely caring and wonderful he was to me.  He excused himself at the end of our lunch supposedly to go to the restroom but having been with Jon a while now I knew he was probably off to tell the manager his thoughts on the day or to pay the bill. Both happened with equal frequency.  

“See Anne he’s a normal guy that’s just absolutely amazing.”

“He truly is, he’s actually the type of guy we always thought he was.” She agreed.

“Thats what makes it so impossible to say no to him nightly.  My willpower is about gone.”

“So why are you saying no, you’ve had sex before you believe in it before marriage.” She asked me and then shut up because she saw Jon coming up.  I didn’t so I answered.

“Because I’m afraid the minute we have sex he’ll vanish and I’ll be left heart broken.”

He wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed me under my left ear.  “I’m not going anywhere beautiful so don’t worry about that.”

I’m completely embarrassed and we all leave the restaurant.  Once in the car driving us home I ask Jon. “So how much of that did you hear?”

“Just that you’re scared that having sex with me will make me leave.  Thats not the case.  Playing games about sex will make me leave.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean once we start having it, it can’t be a weapon. I fucking hate that.  I’d rather not be getting any than to have to jump through 20 hoops to get it.”

I laugh and put my head on his shoulder. “Doubt that’ll happen with me.  I’m in my early 40’s peak of my sex drive and haven’t had nearly enough of it in my life to want to play games  You’ll probably have to handcuff me to the bed just to get some sleep once we start.”

He smiled as we turned towards the Legacy.  “Do I get to come inside?”

“You can sleep over if you want, do you need a change of clothes?” I ask him.

“Yes I can run and get an overnight bag, do you want to come with me or want some time alone?”

“Driver take us to the hotel.” I tell the driver and sit even closer to him.

 

Within 30 minutes we are done getting him clothes and we are back at my place.  Once we walk into my condo he smiled at me.  “I know what I want for my last birthday present.”

“OH yeah what’s that?”

“An incredibly intense makeout session, where your breasts may or may not get pushed up against those windows, facing the lake and then when we’re spent I want us cuddled up naked under a blanket and talk about sex.  What we like, what we want, what we expect.”

“We can expect things?” I ask.

“Absolutely.  For example I expect to be able to kiss you and do this.” He kissed me and brought his hand up to my breast squeezing gently.

I take that as a que to start playing.  It takes no time for Jon and I to have each other half naked, the kissing and caressing are intense and he does close the curtains on the sides of my living room that others can see in. But the side of the condo that faces the lake, there are no curtains, and he enjoys the voyeurism of it.  He brings me up to the windows, putting my body against the window, “Open your eyes baby, think about all the people that would love to see you get your tits felt up.” He smiled and did just that, wrapped his hands around my tits and squeezed.

After about 30 minutes both of us are going insane with desire.  “Baby what do you say we go take a shower together, I’m sure we can make each other feel much better.” I offer I can’t leave him with such a hard on and I’m not quite ready for sex or to even give him head right yet so I figure a hand job should be able to suffice, at least take the edge off.

He smiled and walked hand and hand with me into my master bathroom, closing curtains again with a flip of a switch as we get into the bathroom and start undressing the rest of the way while still kissing.  When I reach over to turn on the water he has his hand on my hip holding me while he spanks my ass.  “Damn that looks good.”

 

I shake my ass and smile at him, “Alright sexy get in.”

In the shower is actually the first time we see each other completely naked, but for reasons I don’t comprehend its not like we’re naked and apprehensive about it.  Its sexual because the minute the hot water is streaming down on us both of us have our hands between the others legs while we kiss.  He’s got his fingers playing with my clit and a finger sliding inside teasing and playing with me while I’ve got my hand wrapped around the most perfect cock I’ve ever felt.  Its not horribly big or small, not too thick or thin it’s just perfect like the rest of him.  At least thats how I feel the second his probing finger pulls my orgasm from me.  “UGH” I moan while never letting go of his cock.  I stroke him a few more times before moving to stand behind him, letting the water cascade over him and all he can see is my hand wrapped around his shaft stroking quickly until his cum shoots out of him and slips down the drain and he finally relaxes against me.  “Baby” He moans.  We take a few minutes to calm down and then finish our shower before he steps out grabbing a towel he wraps it around me first before grabbing one for himself.

“Happy Birthday honey.”  I kiss him.

“Damn with presents like that I don’t mind getting older.” He pulled me to a hug and then reminded me.  “Now for the rest of my present, do you want to cuddle in the living room naked or your bed naked?”

Chapter 14

“Nothing, I’m bored and want to go do something.  What are you doing?”

“Wait I thought you went to the lake.”

“Yeah, mom wasn’t feeling the best and their car had a flat tire so we decided to stay home nothing happening up there anyway. What are you doing?”

“Sitting here arguing with sir sassy pants.  Hold on a second.” I put her on mute and ask Jon.

“Wanna meet one of my best friends?”

“Sure is she a fan?”

“Would I hang out with someone with no taste in music? Of course she’s a Jovi fan.  Did you figure out where we’re going to for lunch I’ll have her meet us there.”

“Yep I wanna go to Max’s Wine Dive”

I take the mute off the phone and smile, “Hey Anne are you dressed and ready to head out?”

“Yeah why?” She asked slowly with that question in her voice that says oh oh what is she up to.

“Well Jon and I are going out for lunch so why don’t you meet us.  We’re going to Max’s Wine Dive.” And while I was talking to her Jon found the address on his phone and showed it to me. “Take 90 and its about 45 min from you at 1482 N Milwaukee Ave.”

“Is it accessible?”

“Um not sure hold on I’ll check on it, just get in the car and start coming this way if its not I’ll call and give you a new place but I’ll call and find out.”

“OK see you soon.” Anne grabbed her purse and keys after fixing her makeup and took off.

I hung up with Anne and looked at Jon.  “Do you have their number?”

“Yes why?” He asked.

“Anne is in a wheel-chair and I need to call and find out if this place is accessible.”

“Oh ok if there’s stairs I can help her up.”  He offered and I kissed him.  “You’re so sweet I still wanna check”

After calling and confirming there are no stairs and the doors have access buttons, the tables are a normal height etc.  I call Anne back and tell her we’re all good and we’ll meet her there in about 45 minutes and give her the address again for her GPS. She had just left her house so I knew we had a little time.  Jon picked up his phone to call for a car and I looked at him.  “Baby we’re in Chicago we can take public transportation.”

“Are you kidding me I’ll get mobbed.”

“You greatly exaggerate, no one thinks you’re here remember you can go under the radar for a few days.”

“Well its my birthday so I don’t wanna.” He stuck his tongue out at me.

“You are so lucky its your birthday and I find you cute.” I moved to straddle his legs before kissing him.  Once he calls for the car we kiss for another 20 minutes before we stop kissing and go downstairs for the car.   Once we’re moving, we talk about how I met Anne and yes it was through Jovi, I talk to him about all our adventures and yes she is a diehard fan so she might have a little problem talking to him at first, then she’ll probably get all loud and boisterous about something or other, more than likely the Richie drama.

He scrunched up his nose, “This is going to be a typical fan thing.”

“No honey I’ll go help her in and make sure that’s not what happens.  She’ll just have a minor freak out then it’ll be good.”

“Ok do I have an out if it gets awkward?”

“Yeah feel free to excuse yourself and leave I’ll take the train home.”

“I’m not going to leave you in town by yourself.” He tells me and puts his hand possessively on my thigh.

“Baby I walk and take trains in this city every day.  I have for almost a year now I’m good.  I don’t want you to be where you feel awkward but you can also just tell her - hey I’m not JBJ I’m Jon her boyfriend thats all.”

“OH I’m your boyfriend huh?” He smiled and kissed me.

“Yep, remember that Mr.” I tease with a kiss and a little nibble on his bottom lip.  The car arrives at the restaurant and we get out.  Him first and he holds his hand down for me. The little things he does just make me fall for him even more.

Once we are in the restaurant for a little while Anne texts me that she’s there.  “Ok babe I’m going to go get her if you wanna be her friend she likes diet coke - caffeine free if they have it.” I give him a quick kiss and go outside to get Anne.

“OMG I can’t believe I’m about to meet Jon Bon Jovi!” She tries to muffle her scream but its still there.  I laugh knowing the feeling well but I can’t have her do that in front of him.

“Ok you have to be very cool in front of him, he’s already on edge knowing you’re a fan.”

“How does he know?” She says exasperated.

“Um he was right there when you called me he kind of heard the ring tone.”

“OH shit I can’t believe you still have that for a ring tone for me. I thought you were going to change it.” Anne exclaimed.

“Well life happened so I kind of forgot.  Just remember ok he’s not JBJ he’s actually just Jon.  He wants to meet my friend not another rabid fan.”

Chapter 13

**disclaimer: remember I don’t know anyone and I mean no harm all characters and places and companies are used in a fictional setting and used as points of reference in a city.

“Ok Romeo get in bed.” I smile after he does that.  That’s something about him that I’m going to love, that he can break into song at any moment and sound amazing.

“Gladly.” He smiled and kicked his shoes off crawling into the king size bed. “I love this bed, its pretty comfy babe I think you should get in it with me.”

“Before I do that, since its your birthday do you want me to change into anything special?”

“Normally, if we’ve already been intimate I’d be all about that, I love lingerie of all kinds on my woman, and trust me I like to shop for it.  But since I’ve never seen your body, come on over here angel, let me kiss you, touch you and let me discover you.” He smiled holding his hand out for me while laying on his side.

I know I’m done, he is here in my bed looking hotter than hell and yet to be proper I’m supposed to not just let him take me to heaven.  Screw it, there’s a condom in the bedside table for this very reason, I’m weak and its been a very long time for both of us its sounds like.  I crawl up onto the bed and he smiles.  “This beds a little tall for you isn’t it?”

“Yes, its about at my waist.”

He pulls me to him for a kiss. “That’s perfect.” Wrapping me tighter in his arms.

“Perfect for what?” I ask relaxing even more, I’m not scared of him or that he’d do something I didn’t want he’s a gentleman after all.

“Well lots of things, sex positions from behind work great on beds that are taller.” He smiled and spanked my butt.  “Spankings in case you’re naughty or too sexy.” He smiled and then pulled me completely on top of him so I could feel his arousal, “Blow jobs also have been known to be given on beds this height.”  His hand moves off my butt and up my back, under my shirt for the first time.

“And how many of those things are you interested in?” I ask him, since we hadn’t really talked about sex too much so far I didn’t know if he was interested in things outside of vanilla sex or not.

“OH lots and lots, but mostly what we’re doing right now.” He kissed me deeper and his hand was all the up the back of my shirt playing with my back.  He pulled his hand out shortly and then helped me remove the necklace I was wearing. “That will pull your hair quite effectively and my chest hair.” He smiled.

“Ouch.” I smile and he kisses me and then takes the sweater off over my head too. I look at him like has three heads, “Kinda quick.”

“Come on baby you have 3 layers of clothes on with the sweater, the tank and your bra, I can’t feel much through all that.” He then gave me that damn Jon smile that lets him get away with whatever, “Its my birthday remember.”

“Yes I remember its your birthday sexy.” I smile and kiss him as he rolls us over on the bed to lay side by side, his hand moves back to my body but this time my stomach, which for the first time in 30 years I don’t mind someone touching. I don’t flinch or suck it in because I know its flat and I’m in good shape finally.  It doesn’t take him long to get bored with my stomach though as his hand travels up to the bottom curve of my breast.  His lips stop kissing me so he can ask, “you’re good with this?”

“Making out?  Yes”

“Thank God my willpower and self control were wavering.” He smiled as his hand cupped my breast and his mouth reclaimed mine.  We spend the next 2 hours in bed making out,  to his joy he gets my shirt and bra off and worships my breasts with his mouth.  He kisses each scar from the reduction surgery and we talk about the reasons of why I reduced them.  He finds great enjoyment in figuring out how I respond and to what. While he’s kissing my breast my belly growls.

“I guess that means I have to feed you huh?” He smirked that indescribable Jon smile that melts my heart

“Sounds like it.” I smile at him loving the fact that we just got closer but didn’t have to go beyond making out to feel satisfied in each others arms. I could really fall in love with this guy in a heartbeat and I hope he feels the same way.

“Alright where do you want to go.” He asked sitting up and grabbing my bra, “And do I get a kiss if I give this back to you?”

I steal the bra from him, “You get a kiss no matter what.”

“OH I love that about you.” He smiled and then took his payment while helping me put my bra back on.  “This is sexy, do the panties match?” He playfully reached towards my jeans.

I playfully slap at his fingers “I guess you’ll have to wait and find out.”

“Damn woman, its a really good thing I could kiss you for a week and not get bored, and those boobs, so natural and so mine to play with.” He pulled me to him for a hug and unhooked my bra.

“Brat - go find us someplace to go eat. Shoo” I push him playfully off the bed while I finish putting my clothes back on.  He grabs his shirt from the floor and smiled, “You just wanted to see me bend over so you could look at my ass.”

“Yeah well I need to spank that ass later for your birthday so I’m just getting familiar with it.” I tease back.

“Bullshit, you’ve seen me live don’t even tell me you haven’t watched me shake it a time or two.”

I smirk, I haven’t told him how many times I’ve watched him shake it so that little tidbit of information will have to stay private.

“So you have seen me live haven’t you?”

“NO.” I tell him honestly.

“What I thought you were a fan?”

“I am a fan of the band so no I haven’t seen YOU live I’ve never seen a KOS show.  I’ve seen Bon Jovi a few times and yeah You’ve Got it Going On and I’ll Keep the Faith about it.” I say proving I know his set.

“OH should I pick some new songs?”

“Actually I think the next time you go on the road you should change the entire set list.  Let each guy in the band pick 2 of their favorite songs and then build the rest from there.” I give my recommendation to him.

“Well since you’re my girlfriend, I might just take your advice.”

“You might just take my advice huh?  What if I convince you?”

“Bribery by kissing is not fair you know.” He smirked trying to steer the bribe in his direction.

“Sure it is, I’m your girlfriend I have rights.” I smile at him. When my phone rings.

I reach over and grab it about as quick as I can because I’ll Be There For You starts to play and he looks at me like I’m nuts.  “Hush you.”

“Hey Anne what’s up?”