Chapter 27

“I want you Jon. I’m ready to show you that.”  I started pulling at his t-shirt.

“Don’t show me or prove anything to me honey, just be with me.  Feel this with me.”  He smiled and proceeded to kiss me and turn up the heat in this little cocoon. “Baby we have to get out of this chair its getting uncomfortable.”

I smile at him and crawl out and hold my hand out for him to join me.  When he stands up his hands come around to my ass and he holds me tight to him for another round of kissing.  I can definitely tell he’s ready to show me how good this can feel.   He picks me up and places me on my little too tall bed. “Oh Jon.” I smile as he pulls his shirt over his head.

“You can look and touch, I’m all yours baby.” He smiled crawling onto the bed with me.  For the next 45 minutes we are wrapped around each other, touching everywhere, his fingers teasing and tormenting me.  His tongue inside my mouth, my navel and my pussy.  I wiggle around so much when he’s eating me he actually holds me down with his hands over my waist.   Of course he loves the fact that I’m so responsive.  “Are you sure?” He asked before he took the step that he couldn’t will himself back from.

“Yes Jon, I want you” I bent forward and kissed him.  

“Alright you sassy girl, you need to help me with the condom then because I’m not sure if I remember this.”  He smiled reaching for the condom.  This time it was Trojan Bare Skin, I took it from him and put a few drops of the lube he had with him on his bare shaft and stroked him to make sure he was sufficiently lubed before properly rolling the condom on him.  “Damn that things tight.” He complained a little.  I put a little more lube in my hand and started stroking him again before kissing him, pulling at his bottom lip.

“Not as tight as my body, be gentle babe you're bigger than I’m used to.” I then layed down and he crawled on top of me.  His eyes locked with mine as he lined his body up.  While he started moving into me he took my lips with his.  However, he actually had to stop kissing me because as he pushed deeper into my body his cock started feeling better and better. “Oh fuck baby” He moaned before finally getting all the way inside me.

“OH Jon” I moaned pushing my hips up against his.  He held my hips to the bed. “Fuck baby if you move again I’m going to cum, you're so fucking tight.” He ground out before claiming my lips feverishly. His entire lower body was shaking a bit.  He slowly started pulling out before forcing his way back to his heavenly oasis inside me.  “God honey, I’m never going to stop this.” he moaned as he kissed me again moving back and forth. “Fuck you are pure bliss.” He started thrusting faster and deeper as we lost ourselves in each other.  He wanted to change positions but he didn’t want to pull out to do it.  He couldn’t wait to feel how tight I was in every way he knew but his body wouldn’t stop thrusting faster and deeper.  “Serena, oh fuck, Serena so mine” He moaned and almost growled pulling his cock all the way out. He moved to his knees.  “Flip over.” he ordered and all I could think of is I’ll do anything if you give me your cock back.  I quickly did as he demanded and was rewarded with a sound slap to the ass.  “Put that beautiful ass in the air a bit babe.” I then moved a little to my knees.  He couldn’t help himself he slapped my ass again before pushing his cock back inside me.  I couldn’t believe that 15 minutes later he was still burying himself deep inside my pussy hard as ever.  However the minute I arched my back down towards the bed and squeezed my pussy he was done for.  His finger came around and teased my clit for 5 seconds before we both exploded in orgasm.

He kissed my back and pulled his cock out. “Hold still baby.” He took the condom off in the bathroom throwing it in the wastebasket.  He cleaned himself off and with a clean warm wet washcloth came to me and wiped me off as well.  Throwing that into the bathroom his arms engulfed me.  “Damn I could do that every hour of the day.”

He smiled and I kissed him, “Ok I’m in.”

About 30 minutes after my orgasm he sits up and then moves to a kneeling position on the bed.

“What are you doing?:

“Teaching BJ 102. You got the first one out of the way its time for some lessons.”

“Dork”

“Yeah but you wanted me to teach that makes you my student.”  He then moves me so I get on all 4’s and he smiles. “Open your mouth. Take me inside.”

He then slides his soft cock in my mouth before pulling it back out.

“Why are you doing this?” I ask him not exactly upset that it was happening but still very tingly.

“Because you said you want to learn, was that a lie?”

“No but I just had an amazing orgasm I’d like to enjoy it.” I crack at him.

“Learn this lesson and I’ll give you another one.” He smiled.

“Ok that bribe works, what do you want me to do?”

For the next 20 minutes we keep moving from position to position and he puts his soft cock in my mouth as much as I can take and pulls it out. At this point we’ve made it to the living room. Finally he’s satisfied I’m not scared of that.

“Fingers, tongue or me?”

“We’re done?”

“Yep, are you scared of taking my whole cock in your mouth?” He asked waving me over to the couch, and pulling a blanket onto me.

“No it fits easily.”

“Good then you learned today’s lesson you get a reward.” He smiled and kissed me.  I then reached down and cupped his cock.  “Can I have you again? That felt amazing earlier.”

“Baby I’m all for sex with you again, its going to be my favorite past time ever, you’re so tight I didn’t even feel the condom.”

“I didn’t feel it either.  What kind was that?” I ask him with a kiss.

“I don’t know the wrappers in the garbage by your bed.  Shit if we’re having sex I need to go get another one.  This is why I hate condoms.” He grumbles.

“Honey we can put some in various areas of the apartment.  Go grab a handful and we’ll put some out here so if we want to have sex in the living room we can without having to break the mood.”

He smirked, “You do it you’re sexier naked than I am.”

“Jon you fibber.” I laugh.

“I may be the fibber but I’m also your man so do as you’re told.” He tried to play the dominant man and I laugh. “Sorry dominant to make me run errands is not the sexy I’m looking for.”

“Ok what if I tell you just the fact that a woman’s body is so much more attractive naked than a mans’ body.”

I kissed him and got up. “you’re cute that’s why I’m doing this.” I got up naked and ran to my room grabbing a handful of condoms from his bag and grabbed my robe and his boxers and ran back.  Dropping the clothes next to the couch I dropped the condoms on the blanket.  “So lets see what you have here.” I smile.

“We have a variety, some brands I’ve never heard of.” He picked up one that was glow in the dark, another that had warming sensations, “Seriously all these exist?”

“OH yeah, how about this one?” I picked up one call ultra thin skin.  “OH thin I like that considering I don’t like wearing them.”

“Hey we’ll find the kind you don’t mind, once we do that, you’ll gladly put them on to fuck me.”

Chapter 26

“I care about you of course.” I tell him softly. He then gets up and holds his hand down to me.  I take it and stand up moving effortlessly into his open arms.  He dances softly with me, to music only he hears.  

“You make me want to be the man you need.  What is it about you that makes me want to show you the world and show you what its like when a man truly truly loves a woman?” He asks softly as he kissed my forehead gently.

“Maybe its the mirror I’m holding up to show you exactly how fucked up someone’s life can get and you see how charmed yours is.”

“No, babe, everyone has their own journey in this world.  I know I’ve had a horseshoe up my ass since birth, I think its just because you want it so much.  You want love and sex and the commitment that comes with it when its right,  and most of all you come at it honestly.  You aren’t asking me for more than I can give, you are giving me things I want like football and more time with my kids and you don’t seem to even begrudge me the 30 year relationship I fucked up.”

“Well see there’s your mistake Jon.  One person can not fuck a relationship up on their own.  It takes talent and skill on both sides.  Just like it takes two people to create a loving relationship it takes both to disassemble it.”

“See that’s what I mean though.  You have such a clear view of what you want to say. I like that, a lot.” He softly kissed me while we were still dancing.  Before too long he took my hand and walked me to my bedroom.  I got a bit nervous as we walked into the room.  He could tell that either in my breathing or the grip of my hand but either way he stopped and took me in his arms again right inside the door.  “Nothing, absolutely nothing will happen without your consent.  You need to make the decision here I’m not going to say no but I want you just as comfortable with this as I am. Sex is natural in a healthy relationship, when our relationship takes that step is your decision, once we start having sex I’m going to want it regularly but I’m not going to push you into something you’re not ready for.”

I kiss him and then walk into the bathroom.  He smiled knowing I needed a moment and went and curled up in my cuddle chair in the corner by the window.  When I came out of the bathroom I looked for him and then saw him in my chair.  “Come here beautiful.” He smiled and pulled me down into the chair with him.  Because of the shape of it we were very close and I was on 80% on top of him.  His lips found mine in a desperate kiss. “Are you good? Do you know what you want to have happen?” He asked and I kissed him again.

“Yep.”

He laughed, “You gonna clue me in?”

Chapter 25

I smile at him while getting the bread out of the oven and then putting the tomatoes and lettuce on the sandwich.  I put them both on a plate and cut them in half.  Adding some bread and butter pickles the a plate and walked toward the dining room table.  “Can you get us some water babe?”

“Sure hon.” He grabbed two glasses and filled them up with water walking back over to the table.

“So what did you make us?”

“Its something we called a Slim Jim in Upper Michigan, I think its really just a hot ham and cheese.”

He took a bite of it and smiled, “Damn honey this works for me. That sandwich spread is delish.”

“Its something mom did when I was younger.”

He hadn’t had a lot of conversations with me about my past he wanted to let me come to him but he took the opening. “So tell me about your mom honey.”

“she was the best human being I’ve ever known in my life.”

“was?” He asked, sad instantly for me. He knows how much his mom means to him.

“yes, she died 6 years ago this coming July. Heart attack.  That was the worst day of my entire life.”

He instantly moved to his knees by me and wrapped his arms around me. “I’m so sorry babe, I can’t imagine the pain you went through.”

I bent down and kissed him softly.  “She taught me how to be independent and strong and how to love the world around me.”

“She sounds like an amazing woman, I wish I could have met her.”

“I wish I had 1 more second with her, one more I love you, one more hug.” I tell him honestly with water filling my eyes but not spilling.

“OH baby I didn’t mean to bring up something to make you sad.” He kissed me softly.

“No, its all good Jon. I’m getting better talking about her, I’ll always miss her but I think knowing how love truly feels will help me commit fully when I feel that again.”

He moved to sit back in his chair, he finished the last of his sandwich.  “What about the rest of your family?”

“I know this is going to sound odd, but the rest are also dead.  My dad died when I was little, no brothers or sisters and all my aunts and uncles are also gone.  I’ve got cousins but that’s it.”

“Oh damn baby, that explains so much.”

“Like what?”

“How strong but yet fragile you are.  How you want a relationship but aren’t willing to settle.  You’ve been hurt but you’re trying desperately to put that behind you and start fresh.  I get it now.”

“So what does that tell you about me?”

“It tells me that I have to be true in my actions with you because you aren’t the type to give your heart away easily.  You might however give your body away too easily?” He somehow picked up.

“Body isn’t quite as shattered as my heart has been over the years.” I admit.

“Thats not nice hon, to know you’d do me but not give me your heart?”

“Jon you can’t say that every woman you’ve had sex with is someone you’ve loved?”

“No I can’t, but I can tell you that for 30 years that was the case, its actually better that way than careless sex.”

“I agree, thats why I’m so particular about condoms and all that Jon.  I’ve had sex with very few guys, I care about them or love them or I just make out and walk away.”

“So are you telling me you want to walk away or you care about me?” He asked feeling like he knows the answer but he wanted to hear it anyway.

Chapter 24

“Thank you for my wake up gift.”  He smiled and kissed my neck.

“Hey it was necessary you were just too sexy last night.”

His hand ran over my hip and up my back. “Care to explain what I did that was sexy because I’d love to keep doing it if thats what I get.”

“Well it was just that you talked to me.  You were honest with me about  some of your desires and that means a lot. I’ve tried in the past to have open conversations with my men and they wouldn’t admit to liking things like that but you did.  That earned my trust.”

“Do you think I’m the only guy you’ve been with that likes any of this?”

“No I don’t, some of them tried to spank me and boss me around but they just weren’t good at it and I didn’t allow it because we hadn’t talked about it. I’m very much in my brain a lot I love to talk about things then accomplish them.” I smile and kiss him quickly.

“well babe let me tell you on the blow job lessons, you don’t need a hell of a lot of help, I loved that.”

“But you’re still going to help me right?”

“OH absolutely, I just don’t think its going to be very hard to get you to that spot where you’re giving me the perfect blow job all the time.” He smiled. His hand then gets higher up my back and unhooks my bra. “Hey there boobs,” He smiled a devilish smile. “Well baby its not like we need to go anywhere for 36hrs so there’s no real need to wear that pesky bra thing.”

“What if I was wearing it so you could see it?”

He moved swiftly around me and slid my bra off my arms and the straps out of my arm holes and off it went.  He looked at it in his hand, “Light pink lace.  Nice babe but I prefer purple or peach for future reference.” He tossed it onto the other end of the couch before he laid us down and started kissing me.  His hand was on my breast as soon as he got us horizontal and it didn’t leave for the next hour.  Lunch got missed because his hand was down my pants and his fingers were playing with my clit.  His tongue and teeth tormented my nipple while I moaned and wiggled under him.  Finally when he had me begging for sex he moved off of me and moved his hands from me. “Damn honey I think we should have lunch, I’m kind of hungry.”

I look at him flustered and breathing heavy.  “You’re kidding right?”

“No honey come on it’ll be good for you to want me for a while, your nipples look great in that top by the way, all pointy and hard for me.”  He grinned with that smile that makes me want to jump him.

“You are a brat Jonny.”

“But you like that about me.” He smirked and wrapped his arms around me from behind bringing his hands up to cup my breasts over my shirt.  “Damn such beautiful breasts.  Ok babe are you going to make me some food or make me starve to death?”

“Well do you want to go downstairs and get food from one of the restaurants or I can make some sandwiches?”

“Honestly I’d rather you cook. Another thing I guess I won’t hide from you.  I’m a bit old fashioned in some things.  One of them is I like my woman to baby me, typically with food. Since I’m not normally home all the time its nice to get home cooked food every now and then.”

“Ok but you’re not touring now so you will be around a lot do you honestly think a woman that works M-F should also cook every night?”

“No because we don’t live together, if we did I’d really love it.  But then again if we were living together I’d probably be on your case to quit your job too.” He admits.

“Um Jon that’s not going to happen.” I tell him while I cut some french bread put some sandwich spread, ham and cheese on it and put it in the oven to cook a little bit.

“I know you love what you do, but if we get married - just humor me here - if we get married do you still want to work when your man is worth millions?”

“Yes, because that’s his money that he made long before me so I’d feel like I need to contribute.”

“Damn independent streak.  Can I spank it out of you?”

“Probably not but you can try.” I smirk.

He squeezed my breasts again from behind me, “So later today, when we’re bored and tired of driving each other crazy, do you want to help me try to find some places to live?”