Chapter 18

“Actually, yes I am.  Jon the rumor mill has to have some truth to it and from what I heard you had ‘friends’ in every port that would service you.”

“OH damn ok so some of that has been greatly exaggerated.”

“How much of it?” I ask, since we’re being honest I figure I can ask.

“Well back in the 80’s I probably had a girl in every country, not every city.  Dot knew that though honey, she sucked my cock I think 10 times in our entire life and 9 of them were before she got the wedding ring.  The 10th time was on our 10 yr anniversary.  She didn’t like it and thought that wasn’t something a lady did so she didn’t want to do it. She gave me free reign to get that portion of my needs filled on the road as long as I was discreet and it never went farther.”

“Ok FYI I’m completely the opposite.”  I tell him and kiss his chin.

“How are you the opposite?”

“I think a relationship is somewhere where you want to go not have to. So in order for that to be true there shouldn’t be anything that you have to get someplace else because I won’t give it.  I don’t share.  I’m an only child and very territorial that way.”

He holds his hands up like he’s surrendering.  “I’m all good honey, you’re saying you’ll do it?”

“Yes on one condition.”

“OH fuck” He groaned and then realized that was out loud. “Sorry hon, but what’s the condition?”

“You teach me how to do it right, how to do it to please you 100% with it.”

He rolls me over so I’m under him. “Are you dead serious?”

“Yes babe, I’m not that great at it because I’ve been scared with a guy holding my head down but I wanna be able to do it and do it well.  I also want you to be able to say -hon suck my dick but do it in front of the windows.  And I wanna know that I can do that and make you cum and you won’t be disappointed.”

“Holy fuck, how am I this lucky?  Tell me you’re not joking. Its my birthday baby don’t break my heart on my birthday.”

I rolled him back over and got on top of him.  “I’m not joking.  I know its a skill and its a learned behavior so I know I can be taught to not be scared and to take more and more.  I don’t know if you like a girl to deep throat or only suck a certain part thats on you.”

“Oh God I think I’m going to be loving this relationship.” He smiled and kissed me.  It got away from us then and for the next two hours we spent it kissing and touching each other, a little more intimately since we were naked it made it easy.

He finally asked after his dick was so hard it almost hurt.  “Baby wanna start learning now?”

“Sure honey.” I smile and start kissing down his chest until I reach his abs.  I licked them while I asked. “So honey do you like your balls played with?”

“Normally yes but I’m so hard I just want to cum right now.  All you need to do is put it in your mouth and move up and down, its not going to take more than 2 minutes I don’t think.” He told me trying desperately to get a hold of himself.

True to his word, the minute I wrap my mouth around the head of his cock I can feel the pulse in it.  He wants to put his hand in my hair and push it down my throat but even in this aroused state he knows better so he moans, “Come on baby swallow more.”

I don’t want to disappoint and he’s not forcing the issue so I get up on my knees to have some leverage and slide more into his mouth. “Oh fuck, back off and do it again.  Just keep doing that baby.”

With the instruction I feel two things, 1-great because I know I’m giving him something he wants and 2-ashamed that I’m 43 and can’t give a guy pleasure properly like this.  I’m going to fix that I think just as he pulls on my hair and pulls it out of my mouth as he cums on my chin and neck.  I was going to stay in bed with it on me but he’s not looking at me at all so I go to the bathroom and wash it off, bringing back a warm washcloth for him.  

“Are you ok?” He asked me softly taking my hand.

“Yes honey why wouldn’t I be?”

“I came on you, sometimes women don’t like that.”

“Actually I’d rather you do that than force me to swallow it before I’m ready.”

“Baby I’m never going to force you to do anything.  I couldn’t get you to answer me right before I came thats why I pulled your hair to move you.” He took the washcloth and cleaned himself off, dropping it onto the ground. “Where’d you go?”

“Sorry I was just thinking how ashamed I am that you have to give me direction on how to properly give head, hell I’m 43 I should know this.”

“Babe let me tell you I have no issues with teaching you, in fact I love that you asked me to.  Why should the new man in your life be forced to get head the way the last guy wanted it.  Now don’t get me wrong the basic moves don’t change, the idea that part A goes in slot B is the same.  But I wanna know that when you’re on your knees in front of me you know who you’re with and how to please me.”