Chapter 22

I’m so happy he said that, it was resonating with me.  I decide while talking is fun, talking about sex makes me a bit horney so I move up his body and start kissing him. He’s so amazing that he doesn’t immediately go for sex, especially after the procedure I had today but also he’s not just all about my boobs or anything either, he lets the kiss speak for itself for a while until I feel him expanding under me.  “You need me to take care of that?” I ask with a smile.

“No baby its all good, I’m not going to ask you to do that after that appointment today and besides I never need you to do it like its a job, at any point if you want to blow me I’m not going to say no.  Except if we’re in a position that would get us on the front page of a paper.  We always have to be discreet because of the press.”

“So then the best place for me to slide to my knees to suck your cock is in the living room in front of those lake front windows? Especially since no one can see us and it gives you a thrill.”

“Exactly.” He smiled.  “Preferably with your straight hair if we’re going for fantasy. I want to be able to wrap your hair around my shaft.  But I’d love to see you slide to your knees, naked, as the sun beams in those windows and baths you with a soft glow as you open your mouth and I slide my entire cock down your throat.  Damn that sounds damn near perfect.”

I know I’m playing with his sex drive but his hand found its way to my breast so I figure I’m ok.  “So what would make it perfect?”  I roll onto my back to let him play more and he smiled, “It’d be perfect if there was an adult movie on and you were copying the girl or if the Giants were on and winning, scoring all the time.”

“Wow polar opposite items for the TV.”

“Actually thats kind of a fantasy.” He admits to me.

“What is?”

“Being with a woman that was so secure in her body and our relationship that you’d let me put a movie in and you’d copy everything the girl on the movie does.  When she kissed the guy you’d kiss me. When she took her top off you would.  It’d be provocative to have that movie come to life 3d.” He grinned.

At that point I kissed his neck. “You’ve got quite the vivid imagination there sexy.”

“Does it have to be all imagination? Is that something you’d consider doing?” He asked shocked that he even feels comfortable having this conversation so early in our relationship.  Considering we hadn’t even had sex yet. To him that seems to be a point of change in a relationship when you can talk about naughty things.

“I’m not sure Jon I’ve never watched one, I’ve heard they are kind of degrading to women.”

“Some of them are I won’t lie.  But just like regular movies you only watch the type of stuff that interests you like action, comedy, romance and that isn’t the type that would interest me.”

I move a little more and kiss him again.  “So what type interests you?”

“I like normally the kind with some really interesting positions or 2 on 1.”

“Seriously?” I ask him interested to hear this.

His hand runs on my back and he smiles.  “Yes after I got married I realized asking my wife to fuck another guy or girl with me would be frowned upon I realized I could get the visual I was looking for and never actually break my wedding vows.  So I like seeing a woman get some enjoyment from multiple guys or a guy get enjoyment from multiple girls.”

“Wow, I never thought in a million years I’d be having this conversation with my boyfriend.”

“Honey its a great way to learn something, if you wanna see other techniques on giving head for example, I can tell you things til I’m blue in the face but maybe you’re the type of girl that wants to see it, we could watch a movie all about blow jobs.”

“Seriously that exists?” I ask him and he rolls me over and puts the majority of his body weight on the bed between my legs. “Yes honey, there’s movies on that, there’s movies on just fingering women, there’s movies only on anal you name it its probably out there.” He smiled as he moved my shirt up and started licking the undersides of my breasts.

“So you’ve watched these before?”

“OH yeah, quite a bit, there’s only so many times you can imagine your wife opening her thighs for you when you’re on the road, sometimes my hand needed a little help seeing the prize.”

“And she didn’t mind?”

“She didn’t like the idea so I didn’t tell her after a while.  I was gone sometimes 4 months straight without sex, I wasn’t about to cheat so I figured it was a good substitute.”

“So you’d want to watch one of these with me?”

“I’d love to, like I said babe its a fantasy to have you not hate them and actually act it out. It’d be so perfect if you actually liked something about them and got turned on enough to want me more when we watched them.  I think it would be so damn erotic to know you’re that comfortable with sex and your body and your lust for me.”  He brought both his hands up and started grabbing my chest and playing with the nipples.

“What about the girls though? They are just used for a hole in those.”

“Yep in many cases they are used for lots of holes, but remember people make their own choices, so I choose to believe the girls in these movies figured it was the best thing for them at that moment and they made a good amount of money getting fucked for the camera. I have a feeling its just a job to them like a gynecologist looks at the sweet spot all day but doesn’t see it that way.”

“Good point.” I smile and pull him to me for more kisses. “Do you think a day will come when you treat me like that - like I’m a port in a storm?”

“Baby that could very likely get me in a world of hurt with you.  I will someday probably look at you that way but I don’t want you to think poorly about me because of that. Doing what I do for a living its tiring, but not just the travel what’s the hardest is not having a safe place to be while I’m gone.  Everywhere I go people want something from me, something typically having to do with money of some sort.  Normally they want me to give someone a leg up, or listen to this artist and give free advice or they want a moment of my time so they can get a sound clip to promote their radio show or something.  Its always something.  So yes I’m hoping that as we get closer you become that safe

place for me to be. That place where I can come home and a little kissing and your legs open and allow me inside where it’s safe to just be me, just be with my woman where all you want is a orgasm. Something I’m more than happy to provide and then after you’ll wrap your arms and preferrably your legs around me too and keep me in the shelter of your embrace until the world starts looking normal again.”

“Jon I had no idea how touring felt to you.  Honey I think we both need some sleep, lets continue this discovery in the morning.” We kiss softly for a while and finally fall asleep for the night.